Frustration bubbeling in my blood

Sometimes its like im gonna burst. I get upset, angry, frustrated and irritated.
Like this one friend of mine, I offered her to read my book.
Wanted to send it to her at work.
No she didnt want that, she didnt have the wish to read something at work.
so I printed it out and sent it home with her so she could read it at home instead.
Last time I asked, some week ago, she still hadnt started reading it
she got it 4-5 weeks ago...

and yesterday, she didnt have the time to even talk to me at work because she was so busy reading another friends book. At work.

So I suppose everyone can add up two and two and guess how THAT makes me feel.

going to ask her today if she has started reading my book yet. If she hasnt, I am going to tell her it would be more pollite to just say "i dont want to read it"
because all I get out of this is a feeling of giving me excuses to NOT have to read my book anyway.

so why do all these people do all this to me, that they themselves are so pissed off by when OTHERS do that to THEM?
Am I not worth the same treatment as they are?
Or do they think its one rule for them and another one for me?
In that case, Im better off without friends.
Right this second I feel I have only two. One I am married to, the other one lives down in Skåne.
This feeling WILL change, I am fully aware of it, I know it is just a moment of total frustration, but still, this seem to happen more and more freaquent

And you have this incident with my friend and her.. ex or friend or master or something like that
He is behaving like a total jerk.
Je knew that ignoring her, not giving her a reason for not answering, would be the worst thing to do. She knew he sometimes needs time alone. She said time alone was no problem "just let me know you need time alone" she said. I think he sorta agreed to that.
And what does he do?
Decide that he needs time alone. And gives a fuck about letting her know he is alive, but needs time alone.
also pushing his problems to her by claiming all of this was because she had let him believe she was in love when they had agreed to no feelings or something.
HE was the one mentioning feelings. HE was the one dragging feelings into this relationship first.
and he had broke one promise: To let her know when something was bothering her that was conserning her or the relationship. He let her know after tormenting her with ignore for 3 days.
THEN he did the worst thing possible to her: ignoring her. The one thing that would make her dump someone in a flash.
Selfish son of a beast.

he has no honor. NO honor left.

My husband called him. He just wanted to know that his brother was alive.
And this.. scumbag.. looked at the phone.. saw it was his brother and teacher.. and refused to answer.
Reason: He was afraid to be yelled at because of the way he treaded my friend.

THAT would be the lowest, most selfish, most unrespectul treatment ever. He does not deserve my respect.