The very last day of 2005

Tomorrow this hour we will be in 2006

what a year

We got married
I got a horse

The past month Ive been to the stables every day.
Of course

Nikita has been growing to like me. Yesterday she met me in the garden.

I've grown to love my husband even more.

And my husband have made an effort to break all bad habbits from the family. And he has gotten them in on this, now they are working on getting a real family without trash from the past.

On monday my mum and two sisters are leaving.
Something is telling me that 2006 will be chaning the life of several people in my life. Including my own.
In a positive way I will hope ;)

My mum will probably move here, as soon as we know this company is staying here. She is nearly granted a job here then.
My sister might join, the youngest one. We have been working on getting her to like this place enough to want to move here. All to make mums everyday a bit lighter.

We are considering buying a house next year. That is.. if we can be granted a loan...

so Im very exited when thinking about the next year

Happy new year everyone
Happy new year to my few very special friends, and to my beloved family.

Tsunami 2004

Can't help think about it

all the people in norway and sweden that died. All of those who survived and came home with a horrible experience in the luggage. What was left of it anyway

And I am horrified of how they act...

I see them complain about everything. How the government didnt do enough fast enough.

Well, no they didnt. That is why things like this is called a catastophy: you dont have resources to cope with them.
And yes, they could have done more, much faster

Still, I cant help feel that the survivors are ungrateful. Yes, they might have lost friends and loved ones in the tsunami. They got injured or chocked or both. Yes they DO have a very traumatic experience with them home.

BUT THEY COULD LEAVE!!!!! They could go home to their EXISTING home, and the EXISTING job, and the EXISTING hospitals and EXISTING food!
What about them still living there? They who CANNOT ESCAPE???

they complain about not getting any good help afterwards in the psyciatry.

THEY GET ANYTHING AT ALL!!!

They dont have to go around on the shore were their hous and ALL of the family was destroyed and killed? What about them who no longer have any jobs? No food? no parents down there?
What about them? THEY CANT FUCKING ESCAPE FROM IT?!?

God damn it, be a little greatful for what you guys have

And yes, I've been told I have no right to speak since I wasnt there.
Bullshit. I have every right in the world to have my opinnion. That is freedom of speech.
ANd yes, everyone who was there had a terrible experience, and got their life messed up or totally destroyed. I agnolige the pain and suffering to everyone.

But there are people who cant leave the place. Who get NO attention, no food, help, medicines or psychiatrist. I think they suffer more.

And you know what? They are the guys complaining the least. Could it be because the world is not listening? Because the journalist don't bother to ask them? maybe. But most of them asked have been conserned about how to help their family.

And the show goes on

So, the forum has litterally been glowing for a few days.
been very silent since me and hubby put a lit on it saying "hastjouren is off topic, from now on keep it to yourself"
Strange how it seems like ppl need to be able to tak shit about something before the bother to say something in a forum...